Sunday, 18 June 2006

• Currently Listening Blueprint 2: The Gift & The Curse By Jay-Z see related

  - '03 Bonnie & Clyde

  Dear E,

   

  You have no idea how I have missed you.  The void has been filled now, now that I can tell you everything that has happened to me today.  I will feel the void of this past year at another time as I have greater urgency to unload my frustrated soul at this time.

   

  Today I started to wonder, about where I am going in my life, of where I started, what are my goals my aspirations in life.  When I was little I used to think I’d be married by twenty-five.  LMAO.  That’s not going to happen, and its not that I’m a negative thinker oh no, on the contrary am quite alright with that.  Because unlike some people I do admit and realize I am not house wife material or parent material either; which is why I am glad I don’t have kids.  I guess now that I am getting to that age I see clear that those are two thinks I will never do.  I also thought I would someday have my own place where if I wanted to vacuum or not it would be just fine, where cleaning was when I said how I said and when I said it.  Well I don’t think that is what I have now.

   

  You know me; I am a person that can put up with a lot, yes quite a bit of taking in and no spitting out.  Well I guess I learned as I have been shown before that cleaning must be done sooner or later or someone is going to do it for you, which for most people is a blessing having someone clean for you, but for me is the worst thing anyone can do for me.  You are probably wondering why?  Invasion of privacy that is a big issue with me, which only my mother understands.  I so want to go home to her.

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