Wednesday, 05 July 2006
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Dear E,
Has it ever happened to you, that no matter how long it takes you don't learn anything unless someone else who is not a direct relation to you tells you?
It happened to me last night, I had really never seen anything wrong with the way I was. Aparently there is alot I need to work with, but I figured if Ian could put up with them without insulting me then its okay. However, I never calculated, that it was a problem with others.
Its hard to change bad habbits as they say those die hard. But I want to so bad, I want to be perfect. Of course, I know no one is perfect.
I don't want to be overly sensitive but I am, I can't help it, I don't like people making comments about me much. Sometimes, they hurt my feelings and no one takes notice, even though they are right in what they say, they don't know what is behind it, or why it is done.
Guess is just things that happen. Life goes on.


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